You think I'm being cocky, but I'm only being honest..

And thats exactly what it is. Honesty. In its rawist form.
Even if it does show me and a less than modest light..

I know that I'm different to many people. And not in a cliché way, as in "Everyone is different and special in their own unique way" but in a "Wow, there aren't a lot of people that are like this".

I work hard at what I do and what many call ARROGANCE I simply call PRIDE.
Its this pride that brings confidence which in turn enables me to the things I can do today, and I know it makes me personality distictively rememeberable, which of course is essential in this "bussiness".

Im not going to change it. I love it.
So I guess I'm just gonnaa ride its back all the way into success :)

Simon Jr.
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Est-ce que c'est la fin?

This actually might be the end.

And not at all the way I intended.. It such a shame considering the way we were and the way we both thought we we're indestructable.
Was we really as childish as we thought we never were?
Should all this been done a long time ago?

"Everytime I try to leave something keeps pulling me back"

Nobody can answer these questions but I really do wish someone actually could.

She says shes cried out.
Apart of me wants her to cry. Not in a sadistic way, but that way I defiantly know that she still cares..
Because one of my biggest fears when it comes to our relationship is the fact that one day she is going to fall out of love with me.

I know one day I'm going to look back at these posts and think "Simon, what were you doing with your life?!" and I hope the Simon of the future has better luck than what I do now..
Est-ce que c'est la fin?
J'espère pas.

Simon Jr
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If the whole world thought like me..

Being the egotistical guy that I am, the worst thing that could possibly happen to me has happened.
I have become victim to the very aspects that I critisised in an earlier blog.

By this I mean the one about messy break ups where adults turn into complete children again..

Well, this has happened to me now.. and rather than being a spectator and using my acute skills of clinical observation, I have become a first hand sufferer of this concept.

I won't bore you with the details but all I will say is that Im very much confundled with the whole situation..
This may be because to me everything is so simple and I can't see why there are so many problems that arise solely because of the things I do..
Surely, If the whole world thought like me then there wouldn't be a problem at all..
But then if this is the case it poses the question, "Who is at fault, Me or the world?"

Now, I know which one I'd like to blame but I guess sometimes you have to closer to home to find the source of a big problem..

Its crazy because if this person knew what I wanted.. Simple thought it may be.. They could have what they wanted..in turn, granting me what I want..
Which is essentially to be with her.

Sometimes she reads my blogs..

So If your reading this Wyldie..
I love you and I will do for 400 Christmases.

Simon Jr.
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Aujourd'hui? J'ai fait rien :/

Yes. That's right. Absolutely nothing productive apart from practising singing with some impressive trills if I may say so myself ;)) There I go on my own trumpet again!

The contrast between doing alot of stuff at college and getting ready for a busy but rewarding year and not doing anything todat has sent me into a bit of a ʞɔnɟpɐǝɥ tbh..
OMG.. Here's one for you. How's this for harsh?! My Stepdad thinks I'm gay because I like musical theatre!
I have a girlfriend!


Anyway, I can't wait for ballet.. It's going to be FABULOUS!!

Simon Jr.
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So we're back...

Welcome to a new college year, Simon!
The people are better than ever, the timetable is fantastic and everything seems to be going finee :D
I'm getting my new tap shoes next week, my Jazz shoes should shortly follow and my ballet shoes should follow that..
You see I ordered them in the order I would need them :)

I actuallyy can't wait to get back into my musical theatre vibee.. Im definatly concentrating more on my dance this year.. and try and get to some extra classes while im not working..
It's quite hard trying to juggle lots of things likee college, work and dance but I suppose if I can maintain a good balance of all three (but a prioritised balance; college be the most dominant) then I think I could really end up doing well this year :)
We'll see.

Simon Jr.
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My name is : Simon... Im here to help.

London photoshoot was everything I thought it would be and more. Fantastic.
Getting treated like you are the most important thing on the planet, (and most desirable, as photographers do absolutely nothing for inducing subtlty into my attitude!) but that sort of treatment sits with me quite well..

I must say there are some fabulous shots that I will be sure to upload as soon as I get the finished product!
I recall one lady comparing me to Will Smith ;))

Anyway, if you are wondering about the relevance of the title to this blog..
As you know for the shoot I had to travel 110 miles to Islington, London.. but to get there I had to go to travel to Victoria underground station, and in the queue to purchase my ticket.. I was stood behind three french people looking a bit confundled with the ticket machine..
I waited to hear them speak (just to confirm they were french) and jumped in to help.
They were grateful for my help as the grumpy, old tube guy seemed to have no time for them..
and with the competent use of "Attendez!", "Ca suffit!" and "Oui, Je vais aller au Piccadilly aussi, alors si vous voulez, vous pouvez venir avec moi!" I helped those friendly guys out!

So monday sees the start of another college year studying Musical Theatre quite practically! I believe there is no better way ;))
But for now there will be no song and dance for me cos it be time for bed!

Bonne nuit tout le monde!
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Say Cheese!

Thursday will be one of my well deserved days off from the store =D
Which is why I am going to London to get my agency photos taken :))
It will be very exciting as its my first professional photo shoot!

For a while this year, I've felt like i've been waiting for stuff to happen a lot..
A lot of stuff couldn't be done because other stuff had to be done! loll
But now I feel like all of that has been resolved and I am really looking forward to.. well, the rest of my life (as cringy as that might sound!)

So there we go :)
Good times all round Ahaa..
Fingers crossed for me on Thursday and fingers crossed for a certain teacher across the pond for Tuesday ;)

Simon Jr.
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