Est-ce que c'est la fin?

This actually might be the end.

And not at all the way I intended.. It such a shame considering the way we were and the way we both thought we we're indestructable.
Was we really as childish as we thought we never were?
Should all this been done a long time ago?

"Everytime I try to leave something keeps pulling me back"

Nobody can answer these questions but I really do wish someone actually could.

She says shes cried out.
Apart of me wants her to cry. Not in a sadistic way, but that way I defiantly know that she still cares..
Because one of my biggest fears when it comes to our relationship is the fact that one day she is going to fall out of love with me.

I know one day I'm going to look back at these posts and think "Simon, what were you doing with your life?!" and I hope the Simon of the future has better luck than what I do now..
Est-ce que c'est la fin?
J'espère pas.

Simon Jr
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